#Scorpios often have a strong fear of betrayal.

Dear God,

today is Thursday, and i'm still so sad. it wasn't about work this time. it was about my friend, my beloved friend.

i lose her. I (perhaps) lose her for sure. :"(

i just needed time to re created my feeling, before i could accepted everything. so that, everything would become normal like before. but seems, she tired for waiting? do you?

what become my most unexpected facts is, that you really believed in what your friend said to you. I-really-don't know what your friend telling about me.

yeah, i'm a strong willed person yet a stubborn and also a BIG IDIOT. i admit all those!

you know it and yet you still leaved me...and i'm so disappointed. 

why you...for all those people,would choose that.

Dear God,

if she thought that her friend is more precious and worth than me.

if she thought that her friend's words is more convenience for her.

if she thought that with her friends, she would be happy and no sorrow...

please, just give me some more strength to go through of this. and leaved her.

she my beloved friend yet like a family for me...

i wishing for her happiness.

i wishing for her future.

please keep her healthy and please bless her always, in every decisions she would made.

so, she would be walk in the right path of happiness.

and now...she's missing.