I'm alive

Dear God,


nothing is good happen today. i'm being alone and alone.
i do have people around me who i called friends, but did they called my as their friend also?


i do near them, but seem they did not see me in person.
they see me differently.
they could talk with each other, but not with me.


am i worth as one of their friends?
if i was not worthy, they could just ignored and block me.
and what i could do, is knowing the truth and noted.


Dear God,
I would pray for their happiness and my own happiness.




i'm alive,
i'm breathing,
i could talk,
i could singing,
i could laughing,
and...i could crying, cause i'm alive.